Freshman year chronicles

Told my best friend to tell the boy I liked that I like him… He did not feel the same way. So to make things awkward I said it’s ok I’m use to it aka this is not the first time I’ve been rejected.

There are lots of routes you can take to try and convince people you’re not the same as you were and I think my choice was to take a step back from everything and then just deal with the consequences of that fact that I might never get it all back again. But I’m going to try damn hard!

Freshman year I liked a boy and wanted him to get the hint… So instead of saying baby I would call him baby oil in hopes he would just hear the first part when I said baby but now I realize calling someone baby oil is weird and that’s why he walked away from me.